KUMA

Tuesday, March 22, 2011
12:34 AM

I know what they do when they go away :(

Masang, Tomas, Totoy, now Kuma. Lahat sila bigla nalang umalis at hindi na bumalik. I know what they do. Die. They are in pain that they want to go away, thinking that they could find a place where they could not feel the pain anymore. They go, go and go…

Hindi pa ako nakakaget over sa mga naunang umalis, tapos si Kuma.

I know, they wait for me before they leave. They leave a thank you message, I know. Before Totoy and Kuma went, I took a photo of them. Tomas, Totoy and Kuma, before they went, I told them I love them just, normally. Aaaaaahhhh.

Things come and go. Accept. I should just be happy that they came into my life and have been part of it.

Sorry, kinailangan kong magsulat. Malungkot ang feeling ko eh. Gusto kong isipin na okay lang blah, blah… pero deep inside, sobrang lungkot eh. Kasi sobrang hirap nung bigla silang nawawala na 'di mo alam kung saan exactly at 'pag narealize mo na hindi na sila babalik, hindi mo na sila makikita at hindi mo na sila mahahaplos………. Awwww naiiyak ako. O.A ba? Kanina pa ko umiiyak eh.

Eh kasi, mahal ko sila. Bakit ba? Mahal ko sila eh. Alam ko din na mahal nila ako, kami. Alam ko.

Nakakalungkot lang. Pero siguro dapat hindi na ko umiiyak. Acceptance nalang. Ganun talaga.

Haaaaay sana ay gumaan na ang pakiramdam ko. I love you Kuma and every one of you! Okay lang. Wherever he is, I know, he is loved and he is happy :) And also Tomas, Totoy and Masang.



April 6

OMG. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA JOKE LANG 'TO. SHET KUMA, SORRY. NAKAKAHIYA NAMAN. HAHAHAHAHA! THE NEXT DAY AFTER THIS DAY, HE CAME BACK VERY THIN AND VERY DIRTY BUT NOW, HE'S FINE NA AS EVER.